21 Facts of Me- 1

These posts will have a number (for what post of this concept is at), number for the facts in it, and all the facts are a way to know about me.

1. I have two therian animals.
2. My soul is older then anyone thinks
3. One of my past lives (other then my therian lives) was a witch
4. I'm very open minded
5. I chose to learn about magick (witchery), however I don't fallow the wiccan ways (they're different from what I've learned, even though they are often thought of the same)
6. I like to sleep 12+ hours, but I can easily run on four hours and slight amount of coffee with half creamer (french vanilla on both)
7. I have eight fox tails. One tundra, one indigo, one red with no tip, one crystal, one natural amarican gray, one natural cross, and two silver with no tip. 
8. I have four pets. Two dogs, one Guinea Pig, and one snake. 
9. I believe in all after lives and reincarnation. 
10. My eyes change color, and I've noticed depending on it I find a closer connection to myself. Example, my eyes right now are a very light sea like green blue with some golden yellow you can see tinting it at some angels and I'm in a phantom shift. 
11. I love tattoos and piercings. 
12.  I have never cried or fainted from my cramps, however they are so bad I have to have aspirin and a heating pad.
13. I'm a demiboy if you didn't know. I'm not a girl. I'm in a woman's body. Help.
14. I've never been in a mental shift around my parents. 
15. If I had said shift around my parents they would tell me to grow up.
16. My gay otp in manga is Eren x Levi from Attack on Titan.
17. I like my hair to be played with.
18. If you scratch just right behind my ear I will relax into the touch a lot and act like a dog being touched.
19. I love music.
20. I've been to one concert. It was Crown the Empire, Asking Alexandra, and Black Veil Brides all same night same place.
21. I don't have great communication skills.

New Family Member

I'm beyond exited to say I got a new dog! He's two years old and his name is Quinn.

Quinn is the black one (he's a lab) and the brown one is Molly (she's a pit). He is pretty lazy and likes to be pet a lot.

Well life is just fan freaken great

I don't normally have problems with people, I'm well behaved when it comes down to it. I don't disrespect people unless it's to defend myself, I have good timing when it matters, I do what I need to for groups, and I don't curse around little kids! Only reason I listed this stuff is because some lady called me a lier today. The fallowing story is true, and it should be noted I have anxiety and depression making this worse.

I was walking home with a friend (and this boy she likes). We were all kinda chatting (more or less) when we Eden up walking behind this woman I've never met, let alone seen, before in my life. I don't remember what I said before (probable something stupid) when I said ship kinda quietly off to the side. Now I know ship sounds like sh*t but it shouldn't have mattered, I'm not her kid or a friend or family and I said it so quietly her kid probable didn't even hear. She turned so fast and faced me just to say not to curse near her kid. I told her I didn't and she called me a lier and started yelling. Now by this point my supposed friend walked on and left me their to deal with this crazy lady. I tried to explain to her even but she didn't have any of it. When I caught up with my "friend" she didn't even bother to say sorry or shit. Now I would have dropped it by this point had the woman not have had the nerve to call me a girl (I didn't even look like a girl at the time) AND disrespectful. No I was standing up for myself. So right now I'm mad at my supposed to be BFF and this stupid lady. If anyone has any advice or input I really could use it.

Coming Out and After Math

Coming out, it's said to be the hardest, but I don't think so. I think that it's the after that's the hardest, but let's not start their, let's start at the ,well, start. I had my first crush years ago. . . on a girl. It was second grade and I remember her face, voice, and personality as if it was yesterday. She was nice, an animal lover, blind as can be without her glasses, short, funny, reader, who loved people for who they were. I still wish we had a real breakup, or at lest contact still. When she asked me out I said yes, though we agreed to keep it a secret. We had never been exposed to LGBT, family or otherwise.It wasn't until I moved far away my parents had a talk with me, almost as if they knew something. They said I could be into guys, girls, or both (they weren't very educated in gender till later). Naturally I didn't tell them anything, except when I had a crush on a boy we used to know because might as well try to pass as straight and cis until I move out. Only about a year later had I told them (thanks to my cousin teaching me LGBT stuff) after a lot of research (and an amazing cousin) had I figured out I was pansexual (someone who falls for the person regardless of gender) AND demiromantic. I sat them down and told them, they accepted that easily, however, not long later when I figured out I was transgender (demiboy to be exact) they told me it was a phase and to not tell people corrections and such. I don't regret coming out, I could have had it much worse after all, but it's hard no matter who you are. The anxiety, fear of rejection, things out of your control, I would face it all again. It's hard, they don't always seem to accept it, but when they do small things (pronouns, chosen name, stopping people from talking about things that make me uneasy) it reminds me they care and take my feelings into thought.